I wanna be pride of you, I don’t wanna disappoint you

“Now, especially this day.
I wanna cry, scream, mad!!! ohh really chaos. Yeah chaos (same as maintitle of my thesis! Hahahahha lol ). I have been afraid about my thesis T,T , thesis deadline and more other, hahahhaaha (hemmmmmmm, I should cry about that. No no no no, better laugh maybe wakakakakakaka). I have been sick too (poor thing T,T). I got fever, headache, influenza. Complicated!!!
Be shame, I don’t finish my bachelor of science yet. Oh, what’s a pity of me!!! It coz I’m a lazy person (lol, that is normal, I guess), I’m not in my hobby (we will better in our hobbies), I’m feel bored inside (hahahha, sound normal huh!), I’m.... . I’m not a perfect person(no idea about that coz nobody is perfact).”

Hahaha... I said like that maybe a month ago. But now I’m still feeling sad, not better than before. hufh I’m tired for all my routine now. I know ONE reason why I feel bored everyday, yeah I’m sure about this. But I can’t write it here, I will keep it secret only for me. Coz.... hahaha, coz what?? Hmm(thinking)
OK.. that is another reason I can write here. Yeah I have finished my final exam. I mean, I finished to report my thesis and I do my best there. Now I’m still waiting my graduation come. Before that, I have to collect some graduate requirement soon. Yeah.... I’m still arfaid about that coz I have not get several of those yet. OMG.... I’m still chaos, hahaha, T,T. Ohh... I hope I can do it and got my best in the future. Yeah... really hope it [-O< I don’t wanna be a loser.
When it will end?? X(

My lovely village

The green colour of this photo give us coolness and the blue colour of this photo make us feel free.


This is photo of my village. I was take a pic when I'm in home only with mobile cam.
Hahaha.... I love this photo and that is a reason why I put this photo here.
Hope u like it also \(^,^)/

Poem for You

This is a new poem form my heart. I have not give title yet.

When twilight not comes
moonlight not able to greet
as if time stop
waiting on the corner face

The lips can't speak
only the eyes able to read
interpret the words
the unspoken words in the tone

you're there with the night wind
Could open horizons
began to greet the early morning
with dew and coolness

I dunno...how you will got the meaning inside. But that is really meaningful for me